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| I've realized something truly important lately. It doesn't matter what story is held in my past, no matter how much I can write about it. I don't want to dwell on things that are over & done with already. There's no point--because there's bigger and better things in waiting. I'm waiting for one right now.
My past is truly nothing to me anymore. Regardless of whether I talk to the people in it or not--the past is gone. It's only the here and now. I don't worry about it anymore--I'm shooting for the stars.
And I'm never gonna give up until I hit them.
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| "Not Ready To Make Nice"
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting.. | | |
| Happy Halloween
Today was actually good.
I enjoyed trick or treating with Sav, lauren, and John. Tara couldn't come ='[
Maybe next time,
But damn, we got loads of candy.
It literally weighs like 30 pounds put all together.
30 POUNDS OF CANDY DAMNIT.
You can go on some nice sugar hyper syndrome on that.
anywho... my day seemed great until about five seconds ago.
I kinda read something that kinda upset me.
It's really nothing, I'm just being a dipshit like always.
Of course...Yeah..
So, I'm going to go top of the evening, with maybe a movie,
some candy, a phone call, then some rest.
Unfortunately tommorrow I get removed from Mr. Ates class.
Boy I'll miss you guys. ='[
Even though it's hard, his class is amazing.
Maybe if I work hard enough, I'll return.
-Gabby out !
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| haha I lost my lyrics sheet in the hallway.
=\ now I have to re-write them.
because thats what i did all period in science.
because I was ignoring the notes,
because I suck.
okay? okay.
update? sure. okay well...
i'm probably going to go see
stephen sooner or later. haha.
theres only three cute guys in
our school =[ and there older so
I won't get a picture of them in
our yearbook x.x
oh well. | | |
| this layout will eventually get annoying cause of teh lines.
hey guess what?
deal with it.
cause i heart this<3
yeah what now?
today i might go to savirapants's house.
dunno.
mom &dad are going to a funeral.
-_- which means tonight everybody yells at gabby.
FOR no random reason.
because there going to be in a sucky mood.
ew school's tommorrow.
again.
roar i hate it so much.
whoever said you'd like highschool.
stfu &die.
kaythanks.
well i'm going to go now.
byes. | | |
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